young girl explores tidepools, picks up crabs sideways so they don’t pinch

a poem is 		not something you can pick at with fork tines

my mother is the ability to float in water

growing up is burying the bad taste in a cherry pit

dripping velvet flesh

my womb is puckered like a cherry pit

for now

water was stranded in a crevice as the tide ran back home

turned gravelly beachrock to a forest of pink hermit shells

and swaying anemones and that is my mother

a fork tine is a scalpel in the tide of my womb

my first wound is finding myself a body inside the ocean of my mother

a cherry pit is the bitterness we all spring from

consciousness is a nonlinear poem

the biggest weight is being born with two million eggs but no memories

of the scaly imprint on sand that the tide left as it drew away

through the eyes of my mother

Anna Adhikary is a writer in Tiohtià:ke (Montréal). She is currently studying creative writing at Concordia University. She enjoys writing about magic and in the first person.